To Kim Jongin (A Poem)

Like every flower that blooms,
on a beautiful spring day,
i hope for a day when i will look into your eyes,
and make beautiful promises.

A promise which i will never break,
a promise that will remind us,
of how we finally came to be.

Recently, i’ve read something that made my heart beat rapidly,
i couldn’t help but enjoy a cup of ice cream,
and pray with much anticipation all night.

i want you to have a good life,
i want to give you love that no one ever was able to give you.
i will care for you endlessly,
i will make sure that you will never get disappointed by me.

Good days will come,
i’m certain of it.
days when we will hold each others hands,
and walk through the memory lane.

The seasons will change,
but my love for you won’t.
i’m waiting for a ‘i love you,’
and a ‘forever.’

I’m waiting for you,
my love,
my bear,
my one and only.

— Kim Jongin, let’s hope, okay?

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Letter Of Advice To My Last Year Self

Dear last year self…

I know that you have gone through a lot, but you held on. You were patient with whatever came your way and you stayed strong. Most of them can’t do what you did. You are such a brave and wise person and I’m so proud of you.

I just want to say that you keep doing what you’re best at and leave everything in God’s hands. God is the best of the planners and He won’t ever make you feel sad. He knows what’s good and bad for you. He knows everything.

Just be patient and keep hoping because that’s what you’re good at. I know it hurts and sometimes you just wish things went your way, but remember; good things comes to those who wait.

I love you for having a strong mind and heart and never forget your Creator. After all, you’re living for Him and only for Him. These worldly things are nothing but play and you must work hard to please your Loving Lord.

Pray for every small thing and never give up. Even if your Imaan gets low, don’t worry because the devil will sometimes whisper unimaginable things to you. You must fight back and repent to God. You musn’t let the devil play with your mind. I know you can do it. You’ve done it before.

Pray. Hope. Trust in God. Repeat.

From, Your 2019 Self.

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I Am Blessed Because Of These 7 Things

I am Blessed because of :-

  1. Family. I have a great and loving family. There are so many out there who are orphans. So many who don’t get the love they deserve. But I thank God for giving me such a caring and affectionate family.
  2. Time. Because I am young, I have plenty of time to correct myself, to make myself a better person. And to be the person my special someone will love.
  3. Health. I don’t like suffering and pain. I pray everyday for people and children and infants who are sick and are on the brink of dying and I can’t be more blessed than to have a good health.
  4. Skills. Skills are a direct gift from God to us and my skill is writing. My hobbies do include arts and crafts and playing games but I’m much more passionate about writing. We must see this as a great blessing as well.
  5. Food. How many people in this world are starving and dying from hunger? But every single day, I’m getting something to eat. I don’t even complain if the food is bad because in the end, our belly is getting what it needs three or four times a day.
  6. House. What scares me most is suddenly becoming homeless…Where will I and my family go if we don’t have a home to take shelter in? God has blessed us with a home and we shouldn’t abuse or insult it or even think of running away from it.
  7. Last but not the least, I am Sane. Insanity can drive people crazy and make them do unimaginable things. But I am blessed to have a straight and right mind. A mind that can distinguish between the right and the wrong. A mind that smiles and learns new things. Being born sane is a blessing in itself.

This is what I think I am blessed by and while writing this post, I couldn’t stop thanking God because Alhumdulillah (Praise be to Allah) We have everything we need to live a simple and happy life.

I pray that whoever is suffering and whoever is lacking these blessings will be cured and blessed soon.

Ameen.

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What is Love? (A Poem)

What is love?

Love is when you feel happy for him
even though you are not happy with yourself.

When you know that he will live a good life,
with or without you.

When you realize that you won’t be able to meet,
yet you pray for his good health and life.

When you grasp that you’re sea’s apart,
and you keep on hoping to meet him.

Love is Jongin

When you cry for him at night,
when you think about him all day,
when you scroll through your gallery
and smile at his photos.

When you feel pain by just thinking that
maybe you won’t be able to marry him.

When you feel depressed
because he hasn’t posted anything on his Instagram yet.

Love is strange,
but every love is special in its own way.

To- Kim Jongin

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A Troubling Event…

The thing that has been on my mind since the start of January is…The news about EXO’S Kim Jongin and BLACK PINK’S Jennie dating!

When I first saw the news, I was so devastated. I love Kim Jongin. Like so much that I can’t imagine him being with someone (not that I am a Saseng or something) I just truly love him and I couldn’t accept the news.

I still have my doubts that the news is just a rumor and that maybe they just said it for some kind of a distraction. But still, I just hope the news is false because neither Jongin nor Jennie told anything about them both.

I won’t be able to tell you how much Jongin means to me. I feel that he’s a piece of my heart that has been lost…My soul-mate, you know? I know, you guys might think that I’m over-exaggerating and stuff, but that’s just how I feel and there’s nothing you guys can do about it.

Yes. I am a big fan of Jongin and yes, like everyone else I think of a future that might turn out hopeless, but I’m trying. You have no idea how much I’m trying…

I’m also sad because gosh, I love Jennie so much. She was my second best in BLACKPINK after Rose and now…I can’t even say her name properly because when I do, the dating news just flashes in front of my eyes and I don’t really like it. Saying her name or even thinking about her pains me.

Ugh, it’s just so frustrating! I just wish someone would tell me what really is going on…Jongin recently uploaded his Instagram after like 15 days but he didn’t say anything. He only posted photos of his and his nephew and niece.

I miss Jongin when he used to upload day after day and I just hope he is doing well. I’m worried about him and although he looks happy in his recent SMTOWN Concert, I just feel that he has a lot to say…A lot to explain.

But no matter what, I will always be on Jongin’s side.

KIM JONGIN, 사랑해

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A Good Week

This week was good for me, because all I got were good news. I am so happy that everything is turning out fine right now. God is always good and I can’t thank him enough.

Although we were in pain, He has finally given us happiness.

Verily, with hardships comes ease.

Quran 94:5

I know that we can’t always have a good life. We live go through so many tests and trials that sometimes we might end up thinking of giving up on our life. But that’s what life is, isn’t it? Life needs to have its ups and downs so that we can understand why we were created in this first place.

We weren’t created for this world. No, we were created to Worship our Lord, so all of these problems are nothing but an obstacle in your final destination which is the Eternal Paradise.

We must leave everything to our Lord. We must put our entire trust in Him and just live without any stresses and tension. We must realize that whatever happens, happens with His Will only. So, why stress over something which is already written in your life?

Just thank God always and see how everyday will turn beautiful and joyful.
I pray that everyone has a good week ahead and please don’t forget that God is always watching. He knows what you’re going through. All you gotta do is pray to Him and everything will work out just fine.

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Hardships (A Poem)

In our lifetime,
we go through so much.
The pain and the trials never end.

God has tested us so many times,
given us so many choices,
between right and wrong;
good and bad.

And yet, I thank him,
because these problems have unknowingly shaped me.
They have made me into something better,
they have made me strong, quick-witted and brave.

Crossing the bridge looked easy,
but then I realized that if it hadn’t been for God,
I wouldn’t have reached the bridge in the first place.

These hardships are nothing but our enemies,
which we must fight to reach our beloved destiny.
An eternal place; called Paradise,
where one never dies.

And frankly, I’m glad that I’m getting these hardships,
because I know that God gives the hardest battles,
to his strongest believers.
He didn’t forget us,
in fact, he is always watching us.

Even now, he’s smiling,
knowing that we remember him,
no matter what we we’re going through.

He isn’t to blame if something evil or bad touches us,
it’s up to us to change the way we live.
He gave us our freedom,
all we have to do is understand how to use it.

Once more, let me tell you,
these hardships are nothing but a rare piece of diamond,
that none but the faithful get.

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My Prayer For Today…

I pray for everyone’s good health,
those who are suffering from illnesses and other diseases.

I pray for the one who is being oppressed,
for the one who is suffering greatly,
for the one who is depressed.

I pray for the people and animals that have no food, water or shelter,
for the ones who are in desperate need.
For the ones who have no family,
and for the ones who have no money.

I pray that everyone’s life is filled with happiness and joy,
that everyone achieves their dreams, their goals and enjoy their life.

I pray that everyone is successful,
that everyone is thankful,
and loving to their parents and their old ones.

I pray for this world to become better,
so that we can live without fear.
I pray that everyone gets what they want,
except those who are in the wrong.

I pray for those who are breathing their last breath,
Those who are afraid,
Those who are careless,
and those who are miserly.

I pray for everyone’s good end.
May The Lord of The Heavens and the Earth answer my Prayers.

Ameen.

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5 Ways I Can Start Taking Care Of Myself

Nobody’s life is perfect. Everyone is stressed, worried and just trying to live their life as simply as possible. Even though we all smile, we are sad, angry, and just fed up of the burden collecting on our shoulders. Consequently, all of this makes us anxious and greedy and selfish. At least that’s what I think because I know how desperate a human can get to achieve what they want to achieve.

However, I have realized that taking things in this life seriously will do you no good. Whatever happens, happens with the Will of God and I truly believe that God is the Best of the Planners.

So, here are 5 ways I think I can start taking care of myself this year.

  1. Be more Patient. I am a very hasty person. I want things to get done quickly and I think that’s my biggest flaw.
  2. Be more Hopeful. I am also slightly pessimistic. Not to the extent where I might end up committing suicide but sometimes, I get so stressed that I end up thinking that there’s nothing more I can do now.
  3. Work more. I procrastinate a lot and that’s the thing I hate about myself. I know that I have a lot to do but eventually, I end up watching Korean Drama (I’m not addicted to My ID is Gangnam Beauty! Oh my gosh, it’s such an amazing drama!)
  4. Be more Positive. My sister always tells me things like, ‘Faith can move mountains,’ and ‘Where there’s a will, there’s a way.’ and I like to hear those words from her because it certainly gives me more positive vibes and I feel good throughout the day. I don’t know what I would’ve done without her but when she’s married and gone off, I need to remind myself these things every now and then so that I don’t become depressed. (If you leave me be, I get quite depressive at times.)
  5. Listen to my body. I’m very conscious of my body and if I even miss a few extra days of workout, I get really really really stressed about it. So even when I’m not feeling well or have a headache, I still workout and that just leaves my body even more tired. That’s another flaw I have and It’s hard to get rid of but I’m trying now. I don’t want my health to deteriorate and I hope whoever reads this post, will stay healthy as well!

I know it will be hard for me to follow these steps but I’m confident that I can become a better person. I just need some time and I’m good to go.

Are there any different ways you guys take care of yourself?
If yes, then please do let me know! I would love to try your way as well!

Until then,

Peace neighbors,

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If I could go anywhere…

I love travelling as much as I love Hot Chocolate. It makes me happy and gives me so much knowledge about other cultures that it’s definitely mind-blowing.

This year, If I could save up some money to go anywhere, it would undoubtedly be Korea because after getting into K-pop and Kdrama around 4-5 years ago, It became my dream to go there at least once in my life.

Korea is such a beautiful country with such beautiful people. It’s like you’re literally walking among idols (hahah) Their dishes look so delicious and colorful. Their habits and nature and characteristics makes me eager to meet them and to get to know them a little more.

At first, my dream was to go Japan because I was a huge anime fan, but over the years, I stopped watching anime and got more into watching Kdramas and the more I watched, the greater my dream/wish got to go to Korea once and wander around the streets until I’m fully satisfied.

Also, another reason I want to go to Korea is because I love someone deeply and he lives in Korea and I know this sounds unrealistic but chances are, if I go to him then there might be a teeny tiny possibility that we might meet…

Hopefully, a ticket to Korea won’t be that expensive…

Is there any place that you would want to go this year? If yes, then please comment down below because I would love to know! Who knows, we might even end up meeting~

Until then,

Peace neighbors,

See you in my next post~

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